another of valerie's attempt to make class blog HER BLOG! ;D

i feel a sudden sense of loss whenever i think back of ocip
i really do want to be back there again
i wonder if i will ever be as close to the team ever again.
after OBSabah, and all that, the strong bonds we forged seemed to have vanished with time.
i dont want that to happen again, but that is like hoping the inevitable will never happen

especially now we are all mugging,
i really miss the times when we built water tank,
play frisbee with the kids, play dai di, have 3 hour long lunch breaks
the whole team staying late into the night at one person's hotel room,
okay la, at least i had the precious 10 days to remember.
one song is ringing in my head now, and it is, in a strange way, reflecting what i feel like
the friendship may not be as strong as it was, but it will no doubt be there, omnipresent ;D


"Yesterday, Leona Lewis"
(damn nice song, go listen)

Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh),
but they can never have yesterday


(i cut the lyrics, cos it is too long)

okays, so i may be trying to run away from the limbo of the retarded mugging mode that i am in
in cambodia, i can just be the uber hyper me
then when i get tired, most people are already laxing
so i can just kop a few people to play dai di, talk crap, and shoo away kids xD
and i am no kidding about the shoo away kids part, they are FOREVER HYPER.

now, when i wake up, i will just stuff contacts into my eyes,
then eat, then mug for 4hrs straight, eat, mug again, eat, mug again, sleep.
paper chase really killed me.




LOVE, Valeriee.
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